Crucifixion - Corpus Hypercubicus - Salvador Dali

I cried all my pain at the stations of the cross..

I cried my pain while you were in pain for me..

I cried with you..

I told you then that me too, I knew what love is and what pain is too..

I know my pain is nothing to your pain but still.. 

I told you then that I suffered with you..

And while I believe I burned with both the fires of love and pain, I'm still not a much better person..

How much time and effort would it take me to get closer to you??